♥lovely together; I love you

01 October 2008Y

我問為什麼　那女孩傳簡訊給我　
而你為什麼　不解釋　低著頭沉默
我該相信你很愛我　不願意敷衍我　
還是明白你已不想挽回什麼

想問為什麼　我不再是你的快樂　
可是為什麼　卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著把愛都走曲折　
假裝了解是怕　真相太赤裸裸
狼狽比失去難受

我懷念的是無話不說　我懷念的是一起做夢
我懷念的是爭吵以後　還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
(誰記得)　誰忘了

我懷念的是無言感動　我懷念的是絕對熾熱
我懷念的是你很激動　求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後　我記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧　最美的煙火　最長的相擁

誰愛的太自由　誰過頭太遠了　
誰要走我的心　誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走　誰忘了跟著我　
誰讓愛變沉重　誰忘了要給你溫柔

(我懷念的)　我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
我放手　我讓座　假灑脫　誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了　所以我　沒有哭　沒有說

04:50

10 September 2008Y

Hhm... w@t @ bZzz w33k hUh...
@ss!Gnm3nt... 3x@m... bL@bL@bL@...
th!s !s nOt @ b!G d3@L @ctU@LLy;
D@ th!nG tO n3RvOus @nD wOrrY !s...
@m Go!nG tO st@rt wOrk!nG !n ComP@nY n3h...
mY 20th LiF3 d@ F!rst JoB !n B!G cOmP@nY..
hUh hUh~~~

@bOut m@ d3@r n3h; hHm...
G3tt!nG b3tt3r L3rm OuR r3L@t!onSh!p;
But c@n !t L@st LonG..?
hUh hUh~~ GoD bL3ss m3...

m@ d3@r t@k3 k Of m3 wHoL3 n!Ght LonG;
wh3n !m dRunK L!k3 d33P sh!t.. 3hh3...
L3t shOw sOm3 p!cH@ wh3n CLubzz..

BL3k!3s
&
xh33 mUn
( r3d
&
wh!t3
F@c3 )
@h@...

3rm.. th!s !s d@ b!rthD@Y GuY;
hHm OkOk ! knOw;
sRy tO 3v On3 3sp3c!@LLy mY d3@r hUh..
! w@s DrUnK..
! wOn't tOO cLos3 w!t GuYs @nymOr3 k;
3hh3...

hW@ LoonG & 3rmm.. sOm3On3
(dOn knOw h3R n@m3.. 3hh3)

3r!c & h!s '3x'

y3@h.. t@t's m@ d3@r b3s!d3 m3;
& xh33 mUn;
& b!rthD@y Guy; hw@ LoonG tOO..

xh33 mUn; bL3k!3s;
& m3 Of cOuRs3..
3rm, @nD d@t UncL3 b3h!nD bL3k!3s,
3hh3... wh!ch !s Mr. T!@n..

hRm.. !s L@t3 nOw..
@nYw@ys, tOmOLo !s m@ @utOc@D 3x@m;
GooD LucK tO m3...

03:49

11 August 2008Y

v : @nyth!nG t@t u c@n pRov3 Or c@n yOu @ns m3 y ! @Lw@ys b3 w!t yOu?
j : ! dOn knOw.. !'v3 nth GooD..
v : m3@ns w@t, ! c@n L3@v3 yOu @nyt!m3 C@us3 Ur us3L3ss?
j : y@...

07.08.08

03:20

23 July 2008Y

我自问，已经尽了做女朋友应该有的责任；
而重头到尾，也只是我一厢情愿的放不下；
既然我们的路不同，何必勉强在一起；
早就应该看清你已不需要我；
你不需要处处隐瞒着我；
担心什么时候会被识破；
也不需要担心你的未来，有多少事不能做；
看来我们分手，好处多的是，对吧；
你不用否认，也不用假装你在乎；
已经看透了，也不需要你的伪装；
我会试着慢慢放手，不去那么在乎你；
因为多在乎，得到的只有你给的伤害；
也许对你来说我很自私；
但说不定，你会得到你要的解脱；
况且，不管你多坚定；
到最后还是会选择放弃；
就算是你的错；
就算是你骗我；
就算那个人是我；
结果；
都一样；
已经没有转弯的余地了；
真的终于看透了。

23:36

19 July 2008Y

Happiness;
Far away from us...
We had forgotten the definition of happiness
Our happiness, still there ..?
I wanna ```
Determine whether you love me ;
Determine whether you can give up at any time ;
r3@LLy~~
I w@n tO F!nD sOm3wh3r3 tO v3nt !t @LL Out;
I w@n tO L3t yOu knOw;
I r3@lly Lov3 yOu t@t mUch;
I r3@lly tRy!nG v3rY h@rD tO F33L u h@pp!n3ss;
I r3@lly w@nt yOu tO b3 h@p!;
But y you never appreciate;
But y you never treasure;
But y you k33p On hUrt!nG m3...

hOw tO r3scU3~
haiz...

02:41

11 July 2008Y

sOrry for my Late Post L3~~~
hhm...
Jus b@ck fRom cLuB~~
Can't bR3ath3 aGa!n~~
Qu@rr3L aGa!n~~
@m ! n33d tO wOrry bOut mY s!ck;
Or hOw tO Lov3 u;
Or Our ProbL3m;
Or chOOs3 tO L3@v3 For Ur h@p!;
jUs t3LL m3 w@t tO dO~~
yOu dOn Lov3 m3.. Jus t3LL m3...
! n33D d@ @ns~~~
R3@LLy~~~
th@nk yOu v3rY mUch~~~

05:25

03 July 2008Y

~~L@nG t3nG@h~~

4th to 6th July 2008
T3rr3ngg@nu Lang Tengah trip;

bUs -- 2300 3th JuLy 2008

Terrengganu tOwn -- 0700 4th JuLy 2008
Shop For ticket r3turn -- 0900 4th JuLy 2008
Bo@t -- 1100 4th JuLy 2008
CheckIn -- 1300 4th JuLy 2008
bO@t R3tuRn -- 1300 6th JuLy 2008
BuS -- ?...?

......

p!c w!LL Upd@t3 @t 7th JuLy;
Log!n to www.w@!tLonGLonG.com;
~3hh3~
bb Lu~~
......

01:53

01 July 2008Y

~~Distance~~
Don't know what to do when facing you
If there have no lang tengah trip;
I don't know how our relationship get back our happiness;
or get back any trust from me to you~~
~Scared and tired~
Should I leave you selfishness
AM I??
Should I leave when I knew that there are no more happiness that
you can give me but sadness and hurts~~
Tell me what to do;
If you love me～～

17:12

30 June 2008Y

h@pp!n3ss !s jUs @ wOrD~~
You are a devil , affecting all my feelings
You with your smile, to cruel me ;
You say if I'm not your girlfriend, I have been in the hospital;
You said you are not you, you're not belong to me, I'm not belong to you;
You said you wanted me to go;
You said you want me to leave you;
You said you hate me;
Why you can use your pain, to hurt me;
Why you can forget the whole world, including me, including your family;
Why would you let yourself to loss your will arbitrary;
Again and again;
I had pain enough , the only solution,
The only ways...
...

18:29

10 June 2008Y

b@b@ F!Rst t!m3 cOOk Wu~~ h3h3..
@LthOuGh jUs sOm3 m@gg!3..
bUt 3d sO sw33t FoR m3 Lu~~
h3h3...
Lov3 yOu D@D~~

17:25